Ahhh... 3 am. A perfect time for a journal. :3

Maybe I'm just a weird insomniac, but I'm sure you are too. Listening to music, wondering when my sweetie will be around, missing friends and such who have already gone to bed...

My life isn't easy. But, then again, no one's is. We all have our different personal problems, and not just little one's either. Noo, big ones. Big ones, that twist our stomach and heart and make us cry late at night.

Good for you though, I'm in a nice mood ^^ A floaty mood. xD Maybe its the weird techno music. Either way....

Perhaps as a comfort to myself. Or a random deviant passing by. It'll be okay. :< It'll work out, and always for the greater good. Each problem has a lesson for it, and we learn and become better for it later. For anyone who has problems accepting a God, or why we are here, there's a pretty good explanation. We are here to learn things. To experience things. Whatever is bothering you now might still be bothering you a week from now, a year, or a decade. But it wont always be so bad. You'll find happiness within your own views on life, you just have to be strong enough to rise up over certain distractions, like alcohol or drugs. Or even things not as bad, like a fling, or burying yourself in work.

I suppose.. Thats it. For now! Until I proclaim myself a psychiatrist in my own right and start telling everyone how they should feeeel. xD

On a lighter note, does anyone know hot to color CLOTHES? They keep.. coming out all plasticy.. It makes me sad. xD And its keeping me from being happy enough to submit this piece thats been SITTING on Photoshop for like a week now. Ugh.

Also, Fable 2 Fable 2 Fable Twoooo~~~

This fall!

Somebody buy me a Friggin' 360 so I can play it! XD



Rising Moon ~ Almost done! D: Just need to fix his clothes dammit! xD

Bullet Shoes ~ Already sketched out, but is being ignored until other project is finished.

Also, I do commissions for free right now. Ive done a few, just in between accounts, and I don't consider them good enough to post here anymore. xD

[link] <-- Best OnlineRadio for Anthros, or people who just like to laugh at themselves. :3

Oooh.. My fingers hurt. xD

I stumbled upon my house one day, looooked at it.. Looked at the neighbor's houses... Then back at mine. And, realized, I lived in a jungle. I don't know about you, but Ive always liked the little dandelions and those white puffballs in my yard. They were the only flower I had XD But, I suppose if you have 3 or 4 birds always hanging out in your lawn because the grass is so high meaning bugs are everywhere, its time to mow. Or... Mulch, or whatever it means to cut the big stuff down once.. Then actually mow.. Then edge.. Then prune a huge pile full of branches from your rose bushes and trees, then fertilize everything, and plant new saplings and seeds in your garden. This has been an ongoing project, and now that its done, I feel responsible, well groomed, and tired. xD

I guess next I have to tackle the house, and theres a lot to tackle... Fridge doesn't work, neither does the clothes washer, and the dish washer had plumbing problems. Wow.

Since I'm suffering you do too! D< Go clean your house, get into the holiday spirit. :3

Possible Spoilers! If you haven't seen, or don't care about, Shutter.

Why is it that when we are in dark, enclosed places that we completely abandon all manners and human sense? XD Cram huge handfuls of salty, buttery popcorn into our mouths, wipe the salt on pants, then try and fit in a few chocolate candies (Because chocolate tastes really good with salty stuff :3~)? Get the treats everywhere, then fish stuff from your shirt, or, in my case, bra XD Then eat it anyways? Oh, oh, and when in a crowded movie theater, have a little, ongoing war for the arm rest with the guy behind you? Whoever came up with one arm rest between two seats obviously had a sick, twisted mind.

The other day I went and saw Shutter, and am even doing a drawing about it, but my tablet started working up halfway through, *&^dammit D: Either way, I heard it was alot like the Grudge and whatnot, so I went, and learned a few things. :3

If you haven't seen it, its about this American couple that goes to Japan so the hubby can go back to his job there of being a photographer. And they meet a ghost. And every woman in Japan wears short shorts. Oh! And, and, men are jerks. XD

Theres this ghost woman haunting the couple, because apparently no Japanese horror is complete without one, and I think its the same freaky looking girl in every one, too. And, while it turns out to be the hubby's fault the entire time, hes beating up on his wife. First, he ditches her in a foreign country the very first day. Then, seems to have a man-crush on his buddies on a level that his marriage will never reach. And, thirdly, has banged everyone in Japan. Everyone. He gets eyes from every single person he passes.

In the end though, it had a sweet ending. A sweet... twisted ending. His wife realized how much of a bastard he truly was and left him, he got zapped into a comatose oblivion, and the ghosty girl got her maaan. So, after the movie ends and the lights go up, you brush all the debris from your shirt, try not to make eye contact with the guy you battled with the entire show, and scurry out and realize that time has moved on without you XD It seems no matter what time I go into a movie, its dark outside when I get out. :< The sun sneaks on without me.

Ugh and I hate it when you have a voiceless tiff with your special someone. There isn't any reason you two are fighting, you just... are.

Ahoy there! And welcome :3

Wow, its been a long year so far. So many things have happened, but heres a GOOD thing! I'm still with my lovvie, and he still loves me, so its all good XD <3 Hmmm.. I should get a subscription, I want my journal to be all pretty! D: And it might motivate me more XD

The other day, while cleaning, I found my tablet. I know what you're thinking, whyyy would you loose a 400$ thing, hmm? Well, between you and me, Id rather have an xbox360 XD But don't tell it that. :<

The reason I had misplaced it was, way back when all this started, it wouldn't work. It wasn't really a hardware problem, the pointer on the screen wouldn't go anywhere when I put the pencil down on the tablet. I could clean just fine, just not drag, meaning, not able to draw or color or highlight things. So, after a while of messing with it, I just sighed and put it away. I didn't pay for it either <.< >.> My brother got it for me xD;; Love my brother. :3 But im very excited now! Because it works and I like what came out of it and I wannnnt to draw again. Hear that? My art block is gooone like a bad sinus headache finally cleared. x3

I like this new name. Lovvie came up with it sarcastically when I kept bugging him for a name for my FanFiction, and I liked it. /:3 Snickeringsnogs? Was Zagiri's fault, most definitely.

DA is really where I want to be if I had to be anywhere on the internet art scene. Ive gotten a few suggestion for FA, or some other places, but.. Yes, most of my work is and will be Anthromorphic. But I want to develop on that, as well as other things. I want to get good enough people will want to commission me, and I can go to Cons and actually be on some sort of level compared to all the spiffy artists there. Ahhh this journal is getting long. xD I hope I can remake the friends, and find new ones as well.

Hope youre having a good daaaay <3